The challenging situation you are facing is not as bad as it seems or as good as it can get. You are waiting for something to move one way or the other. You have thought you might be confused or indecisive. You are not. This is just the way some circumstances unfold. A few things still need to fall into place, and certain people need to make personal choices before you will see any movement. No matter which way this goes, God is already present in the outcome with a new assignment for you. Until the final direction is determined the only thing you can do is trust God. Of all the options you have, it is the only one that will bring you peace in the process no matter what happens with the outcome.