The greatest loneliness is not to be single. It is to be married to someone who does not share the same spiritual oneness with God that you experience. As impossible as it can seem, especially in moments of deep discouragement, never forget that you are already married to the miracle worker of Heaven. He is your first spouse. He is able to accomplish more than your wildest dreams could ever imagine. Never give up. Continue to pray and believe for your spouse. With God, miracles are always possible even when you have lost all hope and feel the most alone.
Thank you for posting this. It is the cry of my heart and a huge encouragement for this time.